confusing~

hey people, I"M BACK!!!!
yeah!!! i know... my blog it's expensive now... because it's KARAT!!!!
LOL~~~
ok... shut up those craps!

yeah.... lately... i'm ok... but i'm in confusing situation...
what have happen???!!!

it's about my ex..
he look for me!
it's like after so many years....
recently... he come into my life AGAIN!!!
it's not my life... but also weifeng life...
it's hard to explain why....
i'm really scare...
scare for myself....
i know that dar dar trust me a lot...
he won't ask much about my ex...
even my ex called me... dar dar is beside me....
i asked him, why he did not ask about it...
he said "because i trust you, my dear!"
yeah....
i have his word...
but i scare...
scare of my heart will shake...
i am totally lost my confident....

please... i wish i can be tough enough to continue my current relationship!!!
i love him more than anything...

why do u wan to come into my life again when i finally get u out of my life?

Im comfortable wif my current life wif the person i love the most!