disappointed~

do sumone ever make u disappointed????
i might made my family and even fren tis b4....
how do u feel when sumbody that u r close make u disappointed?

to that girl....i duno whether u wil b reading it o nt...
u ask me countdown 2009 got any planning...
i told u duno...
and im saying that after i reach jb i will cal them n ask...i din even mention i wil cal bck u or anything...
wan prove?i can print our conversation out...
and....that night when yamcha...u saying tat i only playing wif my psp...
do u ever think that b4 tis v hav at alot of yamcha session...BUT WHEN UR BF IS THERE...U ACT LIKE DUNO ME...u can treat me like that but y i cant?
and u push everything to my bf side saying that he bu shuang u...bt wat u told them is different...
and weiting matter....when u hav conflict wif her....i help u...confront her...scold her n watever i can do i do....
but wat did u tel me...'dun let my bf knw that u knw'
den?wat other ppl wil think of me? oklo...i'll b da bad person lo...
u only wil say that i treat u not good...
if im like wat u say...think back wat i have done for u ok!
y i help u when u hav conflict wif weiting?
when u say u wana change work...im free i can search internet n help u find...send all d link to u...
ask u shopping when there's sales
ask u go watch movie n everything....
i do so much things 4 u is not i wan to get back anything...
but at least u appreciate...
u did that?
if ya...u wont b telling them that our conflict and all is that night yamcha sokkim tis n that...
den da bbq party sokkim tis n that....
without saying that me hor....tis n that!
den y dun u say that u say that me and my bf make that yamcha night situation awkward!
say out la....let them knw...knw everything...
ya...those word u saying to me is nt nice to hear u din mention....den u own saying me like is n like that!~

i din talk to u laz night is bcos i duno wat to talk to u...
like i said to u b4....y u always wan ppl to ajak u tis n that...y can u make da 1st move...
make urself self-invited does not mean bad...at least other ppl knw that u'll b cumin over...
but not doing nothing n wait....

to jas, et and meitong...
i think i hav sumthing that i muz tel u girl da true...
at da 1st place....actually i promise u girl to join da kl trip...bt in d end i back out....
is not that im goin wif my mum o who...is bcos...if i go...she oso go....da situation is like...
do u girls get wat i mean?
anyway sorry girls~

lastly....
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random

im so so so bored...doing nth ok...like a stupid sitting in front of da pc....
clicking here n there...
seem like tis few days....seldom ppl update their blog...so bored....nth to read seh!!!!
my lady boss...when medical check up d....
so...later i'll b taking bus myself to interchange...as usually she wil b fetching me to interchange...
i gotta b quick...cos later jasmine wil b fetching me at malaysia custom at 6.30pm...
i can reach there b4 6.30pm...but if like i miss 1 trip bus...den i'll b like laz 4 15mins to 20 mins...
so....quick quick quick...sound so kiasu huh?
sorry...no pic...cos i duno wat pic to upload...
keke...

yeah...chinese new year cuming...den i wil hav long long long off....
haihs....speaking of cny...i was wondering how much would my bonus b????
lolx!!! i knw i wont b getting 1 month bonus...cos i work here not more than 1 year....so i think no 100% oso got 80% ba???
keke...mana tau i get 0% bonus??? cos tis year company revenue......haihs...dun wish to say...
who ask da economy crisis suddenly cum...
anyhow....i really pray n pray n pray i wil get bonus tis year....
woah....thinking of bonus im so happy...i told my mum that i get my bonus...den i wil get her 50% cos mum always giv us da bestest things in da world...so currently im working....i muz giv her watever that is beyond under me....
mum always said when she old no 1 of her children wil take care of her...but v always was like...saying 'hey mum....can u stop craping????!!! say again den i really dun wan u liao!!!'
kekeke...so bad right???

ok.....den hor....dar dar hor...tis few weeks...til cny he seldom hav time to accompany me...sienzzzz....
he lo....got ot everyday....til 10.00pm...reach home already like 10sumthing...
but in other hand...im so so so happy that he got ot...cos hor.....more ot = more $$$ lo...
kekeke.....my sony ericsson w880i going to dead sooner o later...cos i realise it wil suddenly pengsan every 1/2 day...i duno is either da battery having problem o nt...n i ask him to buy me new hp...for compensation of abonding me for da pass few weeks~~~ he say OKLARHHHHHH...sounds like kena force...bt he oso aiya...u go survey which wan u wan la...choose urself....i think he budget ard SGD 800??? fuhyohhhhh.....so happy...i soooooo love him....den my LV bag...i think not so soon 1st....cos....i scare he wil vomit blood if i wan it all in 1 shot....did i mention abt that his company manage to tender casino at sentosa??? n da work gonna start on tis cumin april...for 4 months...4 mths no off day...everyday ot....even sunday gotta work...so...im gonna b alone again...

bt lucky i got my frens...like tis few day et got cum perling...den together me jas et n ahboon sit down n yamcha...o dinner...i nid to thanks them accompany me...n dun worry even dar dar no more ot liao...night v oso cn cum out...as im not that kinda person that hav bf den dun wan fren...

remember i blog sumthing abt me n my dar fren stab to dead?
ya....i admit that mayb in da past...i dun treasure my fren o watever...
bt after da incident...i realise that other than our families...frens oso play important roles in our lifes....n v hav to treasure them...i can dare to say that if 1 day my dar dar dun wan me....bt i stil hav my frens to support me...yeah....i will treasure them...

ok...i knw that my post is kinda bored...cos no pic...den craping alot....
bt...im really bored...den nw et online...im chating wif her...bt she reply kinda slow...
kekke....sorry et~~~
yeah...weiting oso cum msn me n chat...
v me n weiting alot arguement quarrel in da pass...
bt tis few days v chat alot~~~
i knw sumtimes i talk abit straight...hehe...bt at least nw i admit my wrong...
kekee...
so craping liao...
i go chat wif them liao...
bye bye~~~
c ya~

09.01.08 at island red cafe

lai lai mum belanja us to island red cafe..
her mum so good.
den v order order...
even cn 'da bao'
so...shiok~~~
keke...thanks to lai lai n mum!
so...as usual...et n jas LATE!!!
den 3 of us camwhore 1st...
kekeke!!!!!

3 of us!

u all c..da moment i take out my cam both of them wil b....

yummy cake!~

so delicious~

yeah..tis is my darling...i love him so so so much!!!!

den u all c tis lai hui ying...cum n kacau only...

lai's 'dai lou'

me n my zhu zhu...

et reach d....jas late!!!

us again...kekeke...i knw sweet rite??? keke...

see la...tis is my cam ok...den they camwhore again!!!

dun b jealous ya...

u c la...both of da couple behind me...really buat sibuk la!!!

et...smoking jeh...
actually me n sera wana camwhore...den da miss lai cum sibuk lo....
den i push her out ....kekke....she so kelian

tadaaaaa.....

den da below pic is all of us playing wif my 'sha bai' spec...

sera...

tis 4 pics belongs to lai hui ying....c her teeth!

et...'ah bai' looks....

den jas...tis looks cute...

den lastly....mine!!!!

ok....finish...i upload all da pic v took laz night...
miss u lai hui ying...
c u on cny....if not hav to wait after 4 months!

last saturday after work~

laz sat met them....
1st at old town sentosa...but da parking is like damn easy to find de...
v change to holiday plaza....
hmm....see 1st below~

i tel u ppl....tis nice!!!! so delicious!!!!! try ya!

bz ordering!~

when everyone is bz ordering they v cam abit la~~~

ok...et's finger damn kacau la~

no nid say...u all oso knw who r them la...keke...

i damn tired that day...so when mt say she wana go manicure...den i go 1st la...
night meet damn for dinner + supper?
after that da nxt day v when to watch IP MAN!!!
nice movie~~~
okla...stop craping...i wana move to nxt post~
c ya!

emoooooooo~~~~ >_<

i duno y...im emo today...from da morning i woke up til now...
sumbody told me sumthing....tts y im emo-ing....
i was wondering y my life nowadays r so sux!
and i did regret 4 wat i did to my own life at 2 years back then....
time flies fast...2 years da matter hav past...n now only i realised i regret...
i feel like crying...
im survive like hell here...
im regret 4 wat i did to myself~~~
now...im working...n i got paid every mth n i could get everything i wan...and i got my darling wif me...
if im not playful...if im mature enough to think by that time...i guess my life now would b different~~
cos mayb now i stil got 1 year to graduate n get my degree....and i got higher pay 4 my future n i could get more things that i wan...and mayb i wont b patching up wif my darling now...
speaking of him...i knw i knw...
he adore me alot....i feel that...
i could say he love me more than loves himself...(can i say like that?)
so now...i treasure every moment wif him...cos i wana feel all his love towards me...
and he made me feel secure n everything...
so...now...i oso realise that my life couldnt able to move on if 1 day he leave me...
but now...y am i regreting n i feel my life is sux...i couldnt explain y...
but if i did not make mistakes 2 years bck...i would jz continue my studies and wait for my graduation day without him in my life...
shit hell...i duno wat im i posting craping here...i jz duno...
im mind damn freaking turning n turning thinking those silly stuff...
im stress now...
im emo now...

if 1 day mayb few years...few months...few days...tomorrow o even today i leave without saying a single word....
plz tel help me to tel him...n show him tis post...
i leave is not bcos i dun love him anymore...
i bcos im too stress n i duno how to face my future...
i got not idea to choose which road....
i really duno hw to carry on...
anyhow...i wil love him til da laz breath of mine~

new year bbq!!!

ok...i skip my genting trip post 1st...cos et waiting to see our pics!!!!
ok...tis is only few of da pic cos sum pics is in mt's cam...i try to take from them ya!!!
laz night v went to eric hse count down year 2009....
kitaro...mt...jas...eric...et...ahboon...me...dar...
n...eric's parents!!!
i guess they oso have fun!!!
pic wil do da talking!

me...ghost face?kekek...

our food...da sambal make by eric's mum!...nice!!!thumb up!!

fireworks

look...wats inside her mouth...she gonna pass da lala in her mouth to eric..
watch video below!

yam seng session...

ok....stop here...i'll post my genting trip next...
now...i wana ciao liao!!!
meet et n jas 4 movie!
bye!

chrismas eve!!!!!

ok....tis gathering on chrismas eve noon...me...work half day...den met jas...et...lai...sera..cyan..n my wife at la gourmet...jas n et...LATE!!!!
so v take a little bit pic while waiting them!!!

tis is da chrismas tissue...dun bear to use...cos is cute!!!i keep it!

me n my wife

i told u ppl rite...da moment i take out my cam den they stand by to take pic d~

im trying to post wif da xmas card tat sera giv me...but u c her finger...BLOCKED ME!

thanks sera 4 da card!!!!

yeah....3 of us...waiting da LATE COMERS!!!

see sera's boobs...that day was like BIG!!!!

so end if my pic la...sorry a...lazy to type...so...pic pic...