sumbody told me sumthing....tts y im emo-ing....
i was wondering y my life nowadays r so sux!
and i did regret 4 wat i did to my own life at 2 years back then....
time flies fast...2 years da matter hav past...n now only i realised i regret...
i feel like crying...
im survive like hell here...
im regret 4 wat i did to myself~~~
now...im working...n i got paid every mth n i could get everything i wan...and i got my darling wif me...
if im not playful...if im mature enough to think by that time...i guess my life now would b different~~
cos mayb now i stil got 1 year to graduate n get my degree....and i got higher pay 4 my future n i could get more things that i wan...and mayb i wont b patching up wif my darling now...
speaking of him...i knw i knw...
he adore me alot....i feel that...
i could say he love me more than loves himself...(can i say like that?)
so now...i treasure every moment wif him...cos i wana feel all his love towards me...
and he made me feel secure n everything...
so...now...i oso realise that my life couldnt able to move on if 1 day he leave me...
but now...y am i regreting n i feel my life is sux...i couldnt explain y...
but if i did not make mistakes 2 years bck...i would jz continue my studies and wait for my graduation day without him in my life...
shit hell...i duno wat im i posting craping here...i jz duno...
im mind damn freaking turning n turning thinking those silly stuff...
im stress now...
im emo now...
if 1 day mayb few years...few months...few days...tomorrow o even today i leave without saying a single word....plz tel help me to tel him...n show him tis post...
i leave is not bcos i dun love him anymore...
i bcos im too stress n i duno how to face my future...
i got not idea to choose which road....
i really duno hw to carry on...
anyhow...i wil love him til da laz breath of mine~
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