lai lai and ting ting

da 1 wif no hole in da middle is mine n another one is lai's one!

mine iced lemon tea n lai's hot tea....
lai lai wif our donut n me with FOC donut!!!i'll poke ur eyes wif my donut if u make me angry!
ting ting's donut!!!! so sweet of her...sharing her donut wif me!!!

im so so so sorry readers!!!!!

im too lazy to blog on da weekend~~~

so let me hav a short post since im at my office now!!!

saturday meet lai lai n ting ting at bugis!!!!

yahoooooo!!!!!

to b true la people~~~~

july n august month i din really go shop....

so i decide to go in singapore earlier....

hmmm.....v set time meeting at 1.30pm....

but im reaching like around 11sumthing to 12.00~~~~

so i do my shopping alone at bugis street!!!!

shopping alone is actually quite nice!!!!

n i brought 1 watch.....1 hat....and 4 pieces of "boyfriend' shirt for myself!!!

omg~~~~i din notice tat i buy all same kinda clothes!!!!

nvm....i like it!!!!

wahahaha~~~i'll upload da pic when im bck jb!!!!

den 1sthg meet lai lai....

ting ting is LATE!!!!!

ok watever....im rather she's late than she aeroplane me!!!!kekekeke.....

den ting bring us to j.Co donut....

OMG!!!!those donut so nice!!!!!!!!

their outlooks quite looks like those selling at big apple....

anyway thanks to ting ting!!!!

i like da place there....

so comfortable so nice!!!

hey miss lai hui ying!!!! IM NOT AN ASS ok!!!!

i promise i promise i'll take my leave off ok!!!!

n u muz bring me around NUS if not i poke u wif da donut!!!!

kekeke!!!!

hope to chill wif u guyz soon!!!!

missssss u all alot!!!!!

and not forgeting da so sweet of miss lai....

she actually help me to collect sum boucher for further my studies as i told her i still duno wat course im interested....

so touched u know....n i din know that she actually remember i wat told her!!!!

i really like her larh!!!!

IM SO HAPPY!!!!!

hey faster plan another time v go chill out again den v craps...v bitch n camwhore alot alot pics!!!

piss off!

dunno wat to comment abt my life nw!!!!

im freaking angry now!!!!

wat happen to me!!!!

tis few days seem so bad luck!!!!

do anything oso tak berjaya!!!!

wat da fuck!!!!

i lost 1 of my hp thing!!!!fuck!!!!that thing cnt buy wan!!!lost means lost 4ever!!!!

my hp seem so ugly nw!!!

thinking of changing hp!!!!cos my hp is not perfect anymore!

arrrrrrrrgggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

feel like shouting out!!!!im crazy!!!!!!!!

quarrel wif stupid pig 2 nights!!!

fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!

im vry pissed off right now!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RIP

i jz came bck from 1 funeral...

sum of u might still remember my ex-bf during secondary his nickname called 'xiao ye ke' aka small coconut....

i get to knw by tis afternoon his mum passed away laz night....

i so so so shocked~~~

is too suddenly....

his mum fall down n her head reach on floor yesterday morning and was sent to hospital...

there's a blood clot in her head n she went coma da whole day until laz night...

SHE is one of a MUST respect person in my life~~

as her son did not treat me good in our relationship and she rather to help me...stand up for me for juz to protect me~~~

in this era can say that i hardly see a mother like that to help outsider more than his OWN same blood son~

so i must say she is a well respected person n i'll always remember her in my mind~

rest in peace auntie!

she's a BITCH

is kinda sad n angry tis morning~~~

early in da morning quarrel wif him....

is actually v quarrel abt sum other girl....da girl is actually both of us knw~

all right i'll type her name here or else...my reader wil ask me who's that....

HER NAME: WEITING...(see yan...i guess u oso dislike her like me)

she is VERY VERY VERY KAYPOH! i really cnt stand her~~~

actually i boh song her very long ago d~~~i jz din sound out...

laz time during im still using digi prepaid i quarrel wif her once bcos of our terms of payment..n she was saying that i dun understand her tis n that....she summore say my bf vry understand her den tis n that...sounds like making me jealous or she's trying to make me n him quarrel....ok...fine lets tis b da past....

den 2day wat things she do to let me so angry abt her...

some of u might knw that my bf quarrel wif his good buddy b4 tis n until now havent make up...

n those both guyz quarrel is none of tis girl business...she was like telling da whole world abt it...

i got no ideal hw she knw abt it...but dar dar say is one of their fren told her...

ok fine....since she knows den keep her mouth shut la....but in fact she did not....

wat da fuck she wana do tis....

wat da advantages she got by telling da whole world abt tis???

hav she ever thought of other ppl?

she telling da whole world ppl n da whole world ppl oso cum ask tis n tat....

is vry sick to explain n explain again....

i knw some might be wana help these 2 guyz to patch up....but is kinda sickening...go everywhr...anywhr everybody is asking abt it~~~

and y is tis connected to me n him having quarrel tis morning?

i told him that im gonna confront her 2nite den he was kinda fierce n told me why are u so kaypoh...go n pick fight wif other ppl....

wat da fuck man...who is da 1 who started all tis?

y is she so kaypoh to tel da whole world abt it?

quarreling wif frens seems to her is like vry 'yao yeng'(means chio or sumthing like 'gou li') har? is she one of thier girlfriend o wat? -NO!

ya....to him im da KAYPOH wan!!! but not her!

im da one always wrong....how would u feel if ur boy shouting at u over a girl who just a fren to him o over a girl is actually kaypoh abt his life?

inside me was cry like bloody hell...but my tears didnt cum out from my eyes~

i wont care he wil scold me o wat o anything....

when i say I WILL GO CONFRONT HER DEN I MEAN IT!

i will confront her juz BY TONIGHT!

and NOTHING & NOBODY CAN STOP ME FROM WAT IM DOING!

nth only tis matter others oso da same!

saturday is cuming!!!

hmm...

2nd blog of da day!!!!

jz nw was chatting at msn wif jasmine~~~

she was asking abt me~~~

den ask to gather on saturday~~~

is quite a long time v all din gather around ever since bbq nite at tiang tiang house...

i remember clearly that most of my saturday if im at jb v sure wil gather n yamcha~~~

anyway...looking towards tis saturday planning!!!!

lai lai u cuming bck tis week????????

if yesh....den cum out ya~~~

n to miss neo ting ting....do u wana join us????

random

wat i wana blog abt 2day?

me myself oso duno~~~

nowadays da custom is freaking JAM!!!

sumtimes im was thinking y am i selling myself to singapore juz 2 get da pay of double, x2?

wats in my mind nw is im not goin to sell myself to singapore for da rest of my life~~

i wil quit my job once i found wat im interested wif n im goin to study for it!

by this time im still nt sure which path i should choose for...as i dun wan 2 regret in future!

daddy n mummy keep asking me go bck to study bt those courses they asking me to which is im freaking hate!!!

so....im stil seeking mine by myself~~~

i know i know~~~ my youth wont laz 4ever~~~but i really dun wish to waste my time...my money o my family money....

i notice that sumbody is doing sumthing behind my back...i know!!! where i belongs!!!

n im gonna tell da person here that dun try to do sumthing funny behind my back~~~

as if i duno wat u r doing! the more u dun wana let me to know da more i will know...

as wat i say....ur ppl wil tel me wats going on!

who do u think u r~~~n stop scamming in my blog!!!

THIS IS MY BLOG!

IF U HATE ME DEN DUN EVER CLICK ON MY LINK!

u dun cum here n tag n typing craps here! by saying those sweet words! i wont take in!

n at outside u r different kind! i see ur true colour ok!!!

jz get out of my life!!!

leave urself or i wil get my broom n chase u out!

*p/s:- if da person terasa den might be da person who terasa!

happy birthday TING TING

• hey miss neo ting ting!!!!

  happy 20th birthday
  ya!!!

  tis post is speacially for u bcos im
  welcoming u to 20's world!!!!

  keke...

  so u r like same wif me! v r in da same
  20's world now!!!!

  will be meeting u
  tomorrow!!!

  kekeke...even if nobody remember ur
  birthday but i will!

  n i will celebrate for
  u!

  thanks for ur encourging dear
  ting!

  stay right beside me when im
  down!

  actually u should be glad u
  know...

  da whole world is actually celebrating ur
  birthday for u!

  u r luckier that me
  lerh!!!

  so envy lerh!!!

  anyway stop craping
  here....

  HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEO TING
  TING!!!

  -all the
  best-

shocked new!

yesterday jas called me on my sg num...

she was asking 'SOKKIM!!!!where r u???!!!'

she told me miss tiang dad pass away...

i was like so shocked...wat happen to her dad?

den she told me her dad sick den pass away...

actually i din hear anything abt her dad was sick b4....

n i called miss tiang after work...

she cried on da phone....i know she's very very very sad....

she keep saying her dad left her...dun wan her d....

at the time i was in da mrt heading back..

i control my tears drop downward cos i feel like crying out 2gether if her...

duno y i got tis sudden feel....

but i have told her dun cry...if her dad know o see she is so sad her dad will worry abt her...

ask her to be strong....

hopefully she will lead her life back like last time after this...

miss tiang...gotta be strong ya....ur dad will bless u bcos u r his good girl in his heart!

i will pay a visit on her tomorrow noon wif ting ting...

tag me!!!!

this morning i read ting ting's blog....

she blog sumthing like this:-

i notice i do have a boring life .

work+friendship+lurve.

is true that i no longer had great friends around me now.

friends that had been as truthful as what it use to be over at sec school .

it show how pathetic life could be.

from great friends who stay over at each other house.

friends who actually share your joy and sorrow each time you needed them.

and now everything seems to be pure craps.

i wish to add on sumthing in it...

i have tis feeling long time ago ever since 200 years ago after graduate from my form 5?

i guess so...

my frens...used to be my everything...n after my graduate they seem like not my everything...

i duno y...

at 1st i admit that i always wan them to take da 1st move to contact me...

but if my fren understand me enough i guess they wil know im not that kinda person will take da 1st step...

im not trying to hint them anything by posting tis post...

if i do really want to do tis i think i have done it like 200 years ago???

and 1 day got 1 of my fren he/she apporch me in my msn n v hav a nice chat...

he/she asked me abt wat i hav post in my bloggie...

n i told him/her everything

he/she advised me helped me solve my problem n i hear wat he/she said...

he/she asked tell me to take da 1st step by contacting my frens...

and now wat im going to tel him/her that sorry....i have tried....

but seem like nothing happen...

i tried to contact them but none of them are seem like to be free...

but i always hear from other ppl mouth by saying they always together go here n there...

meet n gather around...

i know i know....

i have been left out...

each time when i heard other ppl mention abt them...i ownz will think back of schooling days...

da days v help each other in homeworks...study together...gossip together...skip class together...

recess together...hang around at malls after school...buy da same item to let other ppl know that v r besties...

but now...seems like im all alone...

ALONE!!! >_<

how would u ppl feel if 1 day tis have happen to u?

n i would like to let u all know i got 1 this fren...

she only wil cum to me when she cnt find HER BESTIES...

i know i cnt force them to name me as their besties....

but do u know how i feel?

when each time she cum to me n i was so happy...happily hang out wif her...

n da nxt day o nxt week i called her...sms her...she doesnt reply a single words to me...

n in da end i only know that she's wif her BESTIES by her other fren's message!

omg...i duno how to describe my feeling by da time...

all i can say is inside my heart is like crying so loudly...da blood bleed so heavily~~~

all tis i kept inside my heart til 2day...

after reading ting ting's blog...

i cnt stand it anymore...i cnt stand those pressure that keep pushing me down to da lowest part of my heart or i can say those issue that i keep inside my heart all this while juz to prevent quarrel with her n them...

thats all...

thanks to ting ting bcos of her blog i decide to post tis...

thanks to him/her that advised me to make da 1st move...he/she make me appriciate all i have now... (u know who u r...sms me o pm me in my msnif u read tis...dun tag here...i dun wish to let other ppl know u r...later they ask u alot question...hehez)

thanks to my family for understanding me...

thanks to my dearest him to keep accompany me n share my ups and down....

thanks to my frens that when ur besties is not around at least u all still know im here n ask me out...

thanks to everything i have~~~

n thanks to those who read my blog...

please leave a tag at my cbox to let me know u all care for me...

PLEASE!!!!i beg u!!!!

>_<

-end-

randomly

yo!

gonna update my blog now~~

last saturday din go anyway...

stay at home n watch DVD~~~

me n him stil got alot to catch up~~~

n siyun is back from KL for 2 days~~~

actually is meeting her to club but...

too bad din get to meet her....

cos i hurt my back~~~omg....is so painful!!!!

sorry girl~~~din mean to put u aeroplane!!!

promise meet u up next time when u're back!

den sunday i woke up around 12sthg?

yeah!!!i woke up in da noon!!!

damn tiring u know!!!

as usual he wil cum over n wake me up!

if he did not i think i will sleep until nobody business~~~

he drag me out of my bed n force me to brush teeth wash face...

after that he start planning our date!

yeah~~~so thoughtful ya!

he planned to go cs to download new psp game n watch movie~~~

den he go home n bath n i oso go to bath~~~

den v go cs is like hmmm.....1.40pm?

reach here 2oclock...

1st thing we do is go to get tickets for movie!

actually plan to hav batman....but full house d~~~

den v choose red cliff part 1(ci bi)

is related to chinese ppl history during dinasti han? i guess is like tt...

damn movie is nice!!!

ya....after v get our ticket v went to hav our meal! breakfast + lunch?

lolx! went to KIM GARY!!!! kekeke...

i like da food there!!! n v go free sandwich!!! cos i hav da member card!!!

both of use is like damn full!~

gotta meet ting awhile!!!

ting ting...her niece...her sister n her bf!!!

so cute la her niece~~~

after meal go to shop....i only got myself a pair of earing!

if u all understand me enough....u all will knw tt is not enough 4 me!!!

but really din c anything nice there!!!

after movie den go home lo~~~

oh ya....nearly forgot that i meet shao yi n his wife n ahsan they all...

they went to watch the mummy...gonna ask them nice o nt...

den v oso meet eric during v going to car park....he told me tt jas...meitong n others is at coffee bean....

actually is quite sad to hear tt...

cos they have not asking me out for age...

on da way out from cs car park...saw my hao jimui....lolx!!!

n not forgeting that chat wif seeyan on saturday at msn~

nice to hear that she's fine!

-end-

tadaaaaaa....

2day is 1st August ya!

is our missy LAI HUI YING big day!!!

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY ya!

hey miss lai....tis post is specially for u ok~~~

let me wish u 1st...

all da best in ur future girl!!!

actually i got alot of stuff wana tell u...

but i think is better to tell u personally than post it here!!!

anyway is great to got ur call last night b4 12.00am....

sorry to hear abt wat u told me laz night....

i hope u r fine right now..

dun be sad...

im here for u and im ready to lend my ears n shoulder to u...

u r da girl who safe me when im down n stop me to think too much abt wat i have told u last time...

now is time to me to repay u (can i put tis word like tt? im not sure)

by the way...i guess both of your them wan u 2 be happy n carry on ur life wif great time!

dun let them to worry abt u girl...

they will bless u...

i'll stop here 1st...

so do call me when u need sumone...even in future!

muakiesssss!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again!!!!

^_^